| Location | Milton Keynes |
| Age | 1 day |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 22/01/2003 |
| Date of Death | 23/01/2003 |
| Visitors | 1,023 since 14/10/2009 |
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I had a pretty rough pregnancy from about 18 weeks, I kept having protein in my urine. But kept getting sent away. When i was about 20 weeks i was admitted to hospital as there was blood in my urine, they told me this was an infection and was kept in for 3 days for I.V antibiotics.
Just after christmas my blood pressure started rising and there was still protein in my urine. They started keeping a bit of a closer eye on me. I went to my G.P on Monday 20th January to get my blood pressure checked, and to say i was concerned i hadnt felt the baby move, my blood pressure was very high at 146/115 i was sent to the hospital and was told not to expect going home in the near future.
I was kept in over night and in the morning i told them that i still hadnt felt the baby move. They finally agreed to scan me, she wouldnt move then either. Not once did they say she seemed small.
Later that evening they put my on the trace machine which was quite hard as i am a larger lady and she was only 26 +4 days. By about 9.00 o clock they had a sort of reading which the midwifes werent to happy with, so then they said do another hour and on the oncall doc would be called.
About 11.00 o clock the doctor came and checked the readings and she was also not happy as they were very flat. She organised for a portible scanner, this finally arrived at about midnight, while she was scanning me she asked me when i had lost most of my waters? (i didnt know i had, there was no big gush which was what i was expecting) She also said when did they notice she was small for her dates? (again no one had)
Then it was all systems go, emergancy C section!! My partner was called and so was my mum. Well at 03.35 on Wednesday 22nd January my beautiful baby girl was born. She was whisked away to SCBU.
I was told she was critical and they had to revive her and she was very poorly on a ventalater. All i wanted to do was see her.
Finally i got some feeling back in my body and i was adament i wanted to see her, so for the first time at 09.30 i got to see my baby girl. OMG never ever did i think or expect her to be soooooo tiny. But she was perfect.
Later that day they said she was doing better and took her off the ventalator and she was on assisted breathing. Sadly but late evening she was very tiered and was put back on fully assisted breathing.
I remember sitting with her from midnight till about 3 in the morning, holding her tiny hand, talking to her and just sitting looking at her. Every time i got up to go to bed she made this tiny little crying sound, so i would sit down again.
Thursday morning i wanted to see her, but they said she had taken a turn for the worse and they were working on her.
I couldnt get to see her till 4 pm. There were 3 doctors there by her side my heart sank, they told me that she had 2 lung bleeds and that she wasnt getting enough oxygen to her blood system.
At about 6.00 they were trying her on a different ventalator and that was the last thing they could do for her. By 7 pm they told me it wasnt working and that there was no more they could do for her.
All i remember was my legs going wobbly, everything went into slow motion, voices disorted. I couldnt believe what i was hearing, i was her mummy i am supposed to help her, keep her safe. I couldnt understand that there was nothing in my power i could do.
My little girl feel asleep in my arms at 19.35 aged 40 hours to the second.
Shakira Abbi Born 22/01/03 - Fell asleep 23/01/05
R.I.P little angel, mummy misses you and loves you will all her heart. My bright shinning star. xxxxxxxxxxx
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKIRA
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Shakira
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKIRA
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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Missing you
Hey baby girl, mummy is missing you lots and lots. Hope you looking after baby pip you little brother or sister. Mummy is taking you little brother to Blackpool in a week so get your bucket and spade ready baby girl and lets all go have fun.
Love u always and forever
mummy xxxxx
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Shakira"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Birthday girl
Hey baby girl,
Happy 7th Birthday. Hope your having lots of fun and games up in hevean with all your friends.
Mummy loves you very much always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Most people walk in and out of your life.
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But only Loved ones leave footprints in your heart.
Sending lots of love from Charlies Mummy xxx
Morning princess, mummy and your little brother have a busy day today, doesnt mean i wont be thinking of you. Have a lovely day playing with all your angel friends. Love and miss you every second of every day.
love you lots mummy xx
Hey baby girl
Mummy here agian, getting ready to light my candles for the wave of light. Hope u and all your angel babies love all the pretty lights.
love u lots sweet heart xxxx
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
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